IM GETTING VNV TICKETS TOMORROW, BITCHES!

EXCITE.

Current Mood: ecstatic

For the most part, I've been posting a lot more often here:

http://unabutt.tumblr.com/

Posting to LJ just doesnt seem so exciting anymore. Even though I could just post the same shit here, haha.

I'm still addicted to browsing my Friends page though. And all my communities :X


Edit: For the record - I'm not leaving LJ. I still love posting to communities and all that, I just prefer that to posting in my own journal right now :)

The bed's too big without you.

So I'm a little bit bored. It's about 9:11pm, and I'm hanging out with my brother, as I'll be driving them to the airport around...4 or 5am? Somewhere around there. They have to be there by 6. It's about a 45 minute drive from their house. So I'll be back around 7 or 8 am. I don't know if I'm going to sleep at all. I don't think I will. Paulette might be taking a nap, but Luke won't be sleeping at all since his sleep schedule's kind of fucked anyway.

It's been a..quick? day. Woke up pretty early - 9am. Drove around to put in more applications, and to drop by and ask about previous ones. It's getting pretty disheartening getting the "We're still viewing our applications" or "We will call you." responses. :/
Then I hung around a cafe for a bit before waiting for Luke to come see me so he could drop off his car at a repair shop, and then we went back to his place.
So far it's just been us sitting around. He's playing Mercenaries on the 360 while Paulette plays the DS.
Apparently we're going to be doing a Wal-Mart run a lot later tonight? Should be interesting. I don't think I've ever done one with Luke n' Lette before.

Dylan went fishing with Amie, I wonder if they caught anything? Hopefully we'll chat a bit later so I can ease my boredom a bit.

I really want to go snorkeling or walking around or something again. A mostly sedentary day today makes me feel horrible. I've been feeling horrible in general I guess. Just hating the way I look. I've lost weight, but it's not enough. I just don't feel attractive. Maybe that's why I've been craving physicality? I feel like a disgusting worthless pile of ugly. That might be too self-deprecating, but I just can't shake it. I'm not depressed, I know I'm not. I'm just...distressed? Maybe unsatisfied is a better word.

Bleaah. I can't believe it's ONLY 9:18. I have what...7 more hours? to go before I drop them off. I have no idea what I'll do with my time then. It'll be around 7 or 8 by the time I even get back, if not earlier. I won't feel like going home (complications with the mother), and going to back to Luke's place is a bit far for how tired I'll be. From Ft.Laudy all the way back to Gateway again. I've been feeling so stressed out. I hope I don't pick up smoking, but I doubt I will. I'll see if Dylan will be okay with letting me crash at his place.

I really hope things will pick up a bit more in the job department. It's been so nice to just get out and snorkel or walk around the everglades and be active, though! I hope we keep it up. 3-4 times a week would be awesome. I'm already a lot darker from the sun.

I'm pretty much babbling at this point. I'd rather be out and about, or with my Raurr-rah, but that'll be tomorrow, so I can wait.




Can it be like, 11 AM or 12PM tomorrow already? >:(






AND NOW I INTERRUPT THIS MESSAGE FOR A DUMB SURVEY

A is for age: 21. 22 in June :)
B is for beer of choice: Granville Island Lager
C is for career right now: Nurse
D is for your dog's name: Well. She's not my dog but...JULIET!
E is for essential item you use everyday: Uhmm. Lately it's been...my phone. Mostly for music.
F is for favorite TV show: Scrubs!!!! and CSI: Las Vegas.
G is for favorite game to watch: MGS4, DMC4, etc.
H is for Home town: Ottawa, Ontario, Canada!
I is for instruments you play: None! X)
J is for favorite juice: Orange.
K is for whose butt you'd like to be kicking: Scene kids.
L is for last place you ate at: Luke's place!
M is for marriage: Hmm. I'd like to, eventually. Maybe. I don't know if it'll be anything 'official' or not.
N is for your name: Jessi
O is for overnight hospital stay: Never.
P is for people you were with today: Luke and Paulette only, really.
Q is for what's your best quality: God, I don't know. I guess I'm pretty soft-hearted.
R is for what are you currently reading: Nothing, but I'd like to start on Steinbeck soon.
S is for relationship status: In a relationship :)
T is for time you woke up today: 9 AM
U is for the type of underwear you have on: Boy shorts.
V is for vegetable you love: Avo (I guess that's a veg?)
W is for worst habits: I let myself get too much into routines, and I can be pretty paranoid, etc.
X is for x-rays you've had recently: Oh wow. Uhm. Looooooooooong time ago, I dont even remember why.
Y is for something candy: What kind of a request is Something Candy? O_o I'd have to honestly say Wine Gums are the best ever.
Z is for zodiac sign: Cancer





That was delightfully time-wasting!

So yeah. Oh well. I likely won't write in this thing publically for another long-ass time. Harr harr. It's great for wasting time. This took me all of what, 20-30 minutes :D yay.

ANYWAY before I keep going and confusing myself and those who might marginally read this, I am signing off!

Current Mood: stressed

Finally finished this! :) Hopefully people will enjoy it! :D

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NSFW lyrics on some of them :)

Enjoy, and please comment on how you like it!

My head feels very heavy today. I shouldn't overthink things like I feel I constantly do.



This week I will find a job, and get the ball rolling again. No more feeling tired and full of rot. I'm 21 years old. Time to act and feel like it.

I love RP servers. I am so gonna go back to fuck with people. Manroot is the best name ever.

No I am not cutting this. It's too amazing.

Recommend me your dirtiest, sexiest song. If possible, upload it. I'm making a much-needed mix.

Dirty as in..iiO - Tantric, or She Wants Revenge - Tear You Apart etc.

So. I just bought my first shirt from Threadless.com. I am immensely pleased. Dylan and I will be sharing it :D


This is what it has in the front, cookies to the person who gets what it is! :D

Current Mood: yaaay!

Xmas Eve is nigh! :D

I'm pretty excited, I finally get a pretty good camera :D Haven't really figure out what to do with my old one just yet. I'll likely sell it for like 50 bucks or something :3 Or keep it. We'll see.

I was pretty worried as to how tonight/today would turn out. But lo and behold, the moment my mother saw I had gifts - hers being the biggest - she did a 360 and got pretty cheerful.

The house smells like delicious christmas eve "Post" food and it's still over an hour till we get to sit and eat. booo. :|

And tomorrowww~~~ Dylans house for Christmas Day! I'm excited to see people tomorrow after being cooped up all day today.


Mom actually surprised me, she made Dylan his own łużka. A łużka is basically a lucky fish scale from the fish we eat Christmas Eve, and a penny, wrapped in silver thick tape. You keep it in your wallet, and hold it on New Years, and you'll have good fortune with money for the coming new year :) I don't know where we began that tradition, but it's been with us since I was little enough to understand. It was actually rather sweet of her to include Dylan in our tradition like that.


WELL. Pics later of what I got :3 With the new camera of course ^_^


I'd like to wish everyone a wonderful, bright, happy Christmas Eve and Morning :) Let me know what you all got! Pics encouraged X3




Shouty outs to~
Dylan! - Love you always, sweetheart, may the upcoming year bring us lots of adventures and fun together! :) 2 years and still going! *pumps fist* Snuggluffugus<3

Dustin - It's been great to see you again, and for the first time in Florida! Things might seem shakey, but you'll do great, the worst part's over :)

Mikey - YOUR LIKE MY BEST FRIEND OH GOD COME HOME WHY ARE YOU IN ORLANDO

Amie - It's been so awesome having you back, and so close. :) I can't wait to see more and more of you, and do more stuff with you. :3 <3<3

Ryan - You smell, buddy. <3 BEST FUCKING FRIENDS FOREVER.

Draeth - Glad to have you back around :) Despite some shakiness between us earlier, it's good that we've made up, and are all good again. Now go poop some bats you gawfik angul. :3

I'm done. That was too long as it is lol.

Current Mood: cheerful

My weekend looked like this:



I'm the chick. Mikey butt is the black dude.

and this


L to R - Mikey, me, Dylan.


With the actual Turkey Day part of it looking like this:



Me and Mani <3

Needless to say,
It was an awesome Thanksgiving Break :)

Current Mood: nostalgic

Okay, so, for some reason my sleep schedule has fucked itself.

I keep waking up every hour or so from 8am (sometimes 7) till 10 or 11am. If it's not a school day (meaning I don't have to physically get up at 10), and I can sleep past 10, it tends to keep doing that. It's incredibly aggravating and I find it catching up to me. I've been so damned sleepy today.

More soon, I guess.

Current Mood: groggy

new icon X3



*pimp*


by lidi <3 Thank you!

edit: yes that is me and my Dylan~

Bold the true statements and leave the false alone.

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse. - but rarely!
10) I am totally smart.
11) I've broken someone's bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look - only sometimes!
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping. Especially for antiques.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I don't hate anyone.
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
42) I have rejected someone before
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friend, significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles monkeys.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs
71.) I love Sci-Fi movies
72) I think water rules.
73) I went to college out of state
74.) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colors.
78) I can't live without black eyeliner.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes..
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96.)I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better!
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.

Current Mood: bored

Luke stop reading my shit you bastard. <3

1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Fish?
5. Do you dream in color?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. Hipsters or Hillbillies?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like musicals?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat?
16. What are you wearing?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. What's your favorite day of the week?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Questions Part Two:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
1. I died:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Family:

WOULD YOU:
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Take a bullet for me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?
21. Sing with me?

HAVE YOU EVER:
22. Lied to make me feel better?
23. Wanted to kiss me?
24. Wanted to kill me?
25. Broke my heart?
26. Kept something important from me?
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?

MORE:
28. Who are you?
29. Are we friends?
30. When and how did we meet?
31. Describe me in one word:
32. What was your first impression?
33. Do you still think that way about me now?
34. What reminds you of me?
35. If you could give me anything what would it be?
36. How well do you know me?
37. When's the last time you saw me?
38. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
39. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?


BONUS lol


Powered By Lovers Toy Stores

Just listing shit I want to get for myself eventually.

(o) Printer.
(o) Scanner.
(o) Desk for printer, scanner and laptop
(o) Tablet
(o) Giant kitchen with stuff I can cook with.
(o) DS Lite

(o) Canada.

Hey guys!

I need recommendations or flat out uploads for a mix I'm making.

The theme is basically "Songs to drive to in the morning".

I'm gonna be using it for a trip in the near future. This is what I have so far;



Sting
-Fragile
-Fields of Gold
-Until

Cary Brothers
-Ride

U2
-Beautiful Day

Scorpions
-Dust in the Wind


And please, no crazy loud music =[

Current Mood: excited

(o) Wake up.
(o) Go to work.
(o) Go home.
(o) Nap for 30 mins - 1hr
(o) DS tiem
(o) Go to Barnes and Noble
(o) Chai Tea
(o) Moar DSing
(o) Oblivion if Dylan doesn't get out too late. Possibility of bypassing BN DS time to just have coffee with Dylan and go back to his house.
(o) Cuddles.


Also, need new icons and LJ layout revamp. Getting too bored with the layout. Psh.

1) How old were you?
THEN: 11 (omg that sounds so little)
NOW: 21


2) Where did you go to school?
THEN: I'm pretty sure that was back in the ol' Lucy Maud Montgomery school days.
NOW: Florida Atlantic Uni

3) Where did you work?
THEN: I worked on running around outside and climbin stuff.
NOW: Dad's car shop.

4) Where did you live?
THEN: A house in Scarborough, Toronto
NOW: Boca Raton =__=

5) How was your hairstyle?
THEN: Straight as a rod, and not poofy. Ah Canada<3
NOW: Florida humidity = poof.

6) Did you wear braces?
THEN: Nope! :D
NOW: Nuh uh :D

7) Did you wear contacts?
THEN: Nope :S
NOW: No, but considering them so I can wear sunglasses instead of my driving ones.

8) Did you wear glasses?
THEN: Never needed them.
NOW: Yes :( For driving.

9) Who was your best friend?
THEN: Victoria Chin, Gina Bonitatibus.
NOW: Juliet, Dylan, Elliebutt, Amiebutt mefinks.

10) Which of your pets was still alive?
THEN: I didn't have a pet then.
NOW: Mani. <3

11) Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?
THEN: AT 11? SERIOUSLY?
NOW: Dylan. <3 Bestest ever ♥

12) Who was your celebrity crush?
THEN: None D:
NOW: Uh, still none. I'm not one to crush on celebrities XD

13) Who was your regular-person crush?
THEN: I don't really remember at 11.
NOW: Juliet. One day...One day...

14) How many piercings did you have?
THEN: None...
NOW: Still none! D:

15) How many tattoos did you have?
THEN: None.
NOW: None. D:

I'm boring :D


16) What was your favourite band/singer?
THEN: WHAT IS LOVE, BABY DONT HURT ME, DONT HURT ME, NO MORE.
NOW: Uhmm. The Cure, The Bravery, VnV Nation, Apocalyptica, Pink Floyd, gaaah @_@ too many to list.

17) Had you smoked cigarettes?
THEN: Nevah!
NOW: Never an actual cigarette. Cloves rarely, and hookah<3

18) Had you got drunk?
THEN: No way D:
NOW: Ahahahahahahahahaha.

19) Had you DRIVEN?
THEN: Yes. I drove a car at 11. Seriously guys.
NOW: Yus :X

20) If so which car?
THEN: 0
NOW: Volkswagen Cabrio :D

21) Looking back are you where you thought you'd be in ten years time?
Not at all, I'm in an even better place! I have plans I cannot wait to have come true, a loving boyfriend, exciting times ahead with friends~ It's all good<3